Alot of Dickson's relatives were there.. So we self entertain by playing Big 2 while waiting for the caters to come. We ate quite alot and the food wasnt that bad afterall.
After the desert, Yuan Jin and Yan Ping went to play mahjong while me and Jian Zhou went off to the see saw..
We chatted alot.. we listen to song.. we played the swing.. Yup. Den at ard 9.15pm, we went to sing birthday song.. Dickson was being sabo by his friends but too bad we miss the show.. After eating the piece of cake we went back to our swing.. Had a small chat.. At ard 10 plus we went inside the chalet while waiting for YanPing and YuanJin to finish their mahjong game..
We went off at ard 11 plus.. headed to the bus stop. As we dun wanna risk ourself by missing the last train, we called a cab. I guess there was some miscommunication tat the driver did not arrive at the correct station to fetch us. But luckily, we saw Dickson's parents and they were kind enough to drive us to the station.
We cancelled off the cab. But the saddest thing of all is that we missed the last train by 2 mins.. Argh~
So bo bian.. have to wait for si wei to come fetch us. At first si wei wanna go for supper but me, Jian Zhou and yanping arent going de.. But in the end.. we ended up going tgt..
He drove us to Bedok to eat Minced noodle. Si wei said it was nice.. At 1st nobody wants to eat.. So me and jian zhou being the kind soul, accompany him to eat.. Lalas..
Den after he sent us home.. Yanping alight 1st den next will be me and jian zhou.. He drove to orchard and from there go the highway de.. But jian zhou gave the wrong direction.. =/ So in the end we took a round about.. Zz.. I reached home at ard 1.30 and joe was waiting for me at the bus stop..
After the bathe watched 1 episode of the kim sam soon and off to bed..
Woke up at 8 plus today.. cuz today got Serve Cam meeting.. Meet jian zhou and mabia to go sch together.. Den saw Dickson at the bus stop too.. tot he will be late for meeting cuz of his chalet.. So anyway, meet up si wei, yuanjin and karen at the school's bus stop.. We were like late for abt 10 mins or so ba..
After the meeting we (yanping, yuanjin, si wei, joy, mabia, ginni, karen, dickson, jian zhou and me)went to town for our lunch.. Yanping intro us chicken rice at far east. It was quite nice.. =) We den headed to Heren for our neoprints.. It was such a coincidence tat we saw Alex and Esther there.. So we asked them to join us in the neoprints too..
Oh ya, yanping and yuanjin went to NYDC to buy a small piece of cake for dickson to celebrate his bdae which is tmr. We sang birthday song for him too..
Happy 18th Birthday, Dickson! ^^
Ok, here comes my nightmare after taking the neoprints.. Wad else could it be leh? Of cuz is my bf.. Haiis. Well.. he wanted to go out with me and demanded that i go home immediately.. And i said no to him.. He den keep grumbling that i kept spending time with my frens.. This started like only since last week? o.o" He kept grumbling non stop den i started to pull a long face tat my frens ard me roughly knows wad actually happen le..
Sorry guys, Hope i din dampen your mood.. Anyway, they suggested to go Party World. I was sms-ing him on the way.. That i really got moody.. I din sing..
Jian Zhou, dickson and me
To somebody : I'm very sorry about wad actually happen.. I feel bad abt getting u into tis situation.. And it got u kinda piss right? I'm very sorry.. U had ur own problems too.. I shudnt be troubling u with mine too. Sorry.
Si wei and ginni went off 1st while the rest continue singing.. We sang until ard 8 den after we headed home.. Dickson, jian zhou, mabia and I took 190 home.. and on the way we sang.. lalas..
Sigh Sigh Sigh.. I'm sick and tired.. Sick and tired of listening to his grumbling.. Its true tat i kept going out with my frens this few days.. But it only started like the start of the hol only lor.. which is last week.. Its been a long time i had such a fun time with my frens.. for the past few months im always with him. Its like 24/7?
Question to ask myself.. Do I still love him? Can I do w/o his existence? Will I regret if I were to leave him? I actually requested for a separate.. to let me really think thru.. But seems like I cant do it cuz he dun wan.
Seriously, I feel like shutting myself off.. shutting myself off from this relationship.. I dun wish to think abt it.. But the thing is.. the longer i drag.. the worst it is..
What I want is freedom.. whenever he is free, not working, doesnt mean i have to go down to accompany him.. Meeting once a week is more than enough.. I've been meeting him almost everyday for the past few months le.. Enough for a bird in a cage le.. Sometimes i really dun feel like seeing him or even go out with him.. Mayb due the constant grumbling.. constant meeting.. I dunno le la!
Did feel alittle better after crying out.. Really wanna thank huijun, jian zhou, ginni and yanping for showing the concern..
I'll end here le.. sry if today's blog is kinda long..
HER LOVES
`my boyfriend
`blue roses
`listening to songs
`nature
`my frens
`gaming
`watching anime & drama
`window shopping
*FAVOURITES*
`Wu Chun
`Felicia Chin
*SERVE CAMBODIA*
`Alex
`Dickson
`Ginni
`Lin Na
`Mabia
`ServeCam06
`Veline
`Yuan Jin
*NPCO*
`Amanda
`Joanne
`Julian
`Koon Kit
`Li Yan
`Wawa
`Wendy
`Yi Huey
*NGEE ANN*
`Caroline
`Chunhui
`Hui Jun
`Jaclyn
`TA 05
`TA 91
*FRIENDS*
`Esther
`Rong Yuan [Cabal]
*Primary & Secondary Sch*
`Adibah
`Boon Kiat
`Carmen
`Chin Cai
`Chin Chian
`Chrispin
`Da Yang
`Denise
`Ee Hwa
`Eileen Choo
`Fahmi
`Farzaana
`Fu KanG
`Harris
`Hong Lei
`Jannah
`Jia Jia
`Jian Zhou
`Jiunn Yuan
`Ken
`Khairul
`Li Bei
`Li Sin
`Li YonG
`MarvIn
`Melissa
`Ming Zhu
`Nicholas Ong
`Suxian
`Vivian Chua
`Wathone
`Wei Hao
`Wu Lieh
`Xue Er
`Xue Ling
`Yanty
`Yu Ding
`Yu Min