ok, I've got my conclusion : I'm more selfish than he is.


Been quarrelling over certain thing with him. Its regarding his NYAA project and my lappy. He urgently need to complete his project as soon as possible so that during the NYAA meeting, he had sth to present. So, he wanted to borrow my lappy.
At 1st i really dun wanna lend him, cuz i would it for my project also. He said, 'why nt use ur desktop?' But i complained.. its slow.
These days, becuz of this thing, cause alot of unhappiness between both of us.


I thought of letting go of this relationship so that he can focus whatever he wanna do. Whatever he do has nth to do with me so that he wun say that its my fault to cause him iin such a state.
I really tot of separating for a while.. separating doesnt mean i'm breaking up with him or i have another guy in mind. Its nt these. I just wanna haf some time for our own instead of always sticking between both of us only.
I dun mean i find him annoying or wad. Mayb we could like take this time to reconsider this relationship since we were quarrelling almost about everything.
I dun wanna keep giving him problem. I dun wanna be his burden who always give him headaches.


Nowadays when i met him, i'm always dragging a heavy heart with me. Most of the time there is sadness, rather than happiness. I'm no longer as cheerful as before. I no longer joke as much as before. So sometimes when i'm with my frens, we do joke. I would joke with them abit if nt rest of the time i would just give them a smile to show i'm enjoying their jokes.
Its kinda tough for me. I just want everything to be back to normal.


I will not break with him. I just want some space to breathe.

*Kaelyn; Hwee Yim; Yimmie
*Greenridge Pri; Concord Pri; Chua Chu Kang Sec; NP - Accountancy; SIM - UOL
*12 June 89
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`listening to songs
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