.Tuesday, October 11, 2005 ' 1:17 PM Y
wad a long day in sch today. from 7.30am to 9pm. how many hrs is that? 13.5 hrs. im having a serious headache now which makes me feel like banging against the wall to get rid of the pain and to wake me up.. to reflect upon my results. pathetic results. PATHETIC!
my top right eye lid was "jumping" once i reached school. i wonder to myself.. "gd? bad?" the 1st thing i tot of was my bf. duh. tot sth bad will happen cuz i cudnt reach his phone early in the morning w/o thinking tat his hp has no credit. anyway, i din bother abt it after tat. i tot it was juz insignificant.
today was ss and geo mock exam. besides this 2.. there is still chem mock paper after tat. sian1/2. and evening there is still phy nite clasS.. wad the.. the chem mock paper was totally a disaster for me. i dunno how to do alot of qns. i haf no interest for chem at all! i dunno why oso.. the facts juz cant get straight into my brain!
after chem.. which ended around 4.30. i haf no idea where to do from tat time all the way until 7.30. i dun wish to go home cuz i find it a waste of time. i wanted to push forward the time so tat we wun stay till so late but the malays cannot as they haf to break fast. so.. bo bian lor.. cant fight wif them oso. so anyway.. me, chin chian, boon, boon choon and carmen went to lot 1 for out dinner.. so we stay there all the way till abt the time where the nite class is going to start.
we tok alot during our dinner. we were laughing so loud tat i wonder is there anyone looking at us. the common talk u will hear over and over again is boon recapping abt the days when he in Primary 1. mind u.. is Primary 1. how many yrs back? u count urself. as usual.. he will be toking abt tat time when he pushed me down the stairs.. and he was being punished. we were ENEMIES tat time. but cant imagine tat.. we were sort of close frens for now. cant u imagine tat?
it was phy nite class. getting back our P2 results. shocked. surprise. i expected sth better than that. a borderline pass. wad was going on? i dunno. was it his marking too strict? i got a serious headache after tat. at tat point of time.. i juz wanted to get home asap. im actually abit upset abt it cuz i expect sth higher.. but anyway... no point getting upset over it now. wadeva has been done cannot be undone. juz look at it positively.
got a gd news from boon. boon found me a job at sentosa. $1000 a month. working from 11 to 6 everyday.. including weekends. sort of working as a "photographer". im still considering. i'll see about tat. i wanted a job somewhere ard outram park.. so tat.. its easier for me to find him and for him to find me. =x haha..
think tis few days will be a hard time for me.. nt juz studies. we cant meet each other due to our schedule and we cant tok on the phone at nite cuz his hp has no credit. wad to do? i can only wait till fri when he will get his pay. when he online.. we also din tok much.. cuz he was busy toking to his other frens. well~ nvm. wad can i say? actually im abit unhappy.. cuz we already hardly haf the time to tok these few days.. and he doesnt wanna use tis time to haf a gd chat. its my opinion. aiya.. dunno la. suddenly feel so pissed. think im getting tired.
think today's blog is long enuff.. think im off to my revision for tml maths paper... haiis.. sian.
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