.Friday, August 12, 2005 ' 9:15 AM Y
`` a warm welcome to chrispin__
*3 cheers for pin* glad tat she's at last back to sch.. we as a whole class can strive together for our goals. yeap! *smile* she cried when she came into class.. guess our welcome shocked her? hhmm.. or she's not used to it? but anyway.. wish her luck tis yr.. she will be able to score well.. wif her determination and help from fren.
well.. tats abt happy things.. now for my sad and unhappy things. well.. its of cuz regarding to pin's situation. guess there are alot of misunderstanding going on here and there and oso the lack of communication. ever since she took a long medical leave.. we din tok much since den.. we duno how's each other life is going. guess tats the only reason tat lead to so much misunderstanding.
prema came in to class to clarify certain things. but of cuz we wun look at her differently. she's still our fren.. our classmates. we accused her of playing truant? haiis.. wad we said do nt mean tat. wad we mean is tat.. if she could go out y not try to make an effort to come for afternoon class and nite classes. at least she wun lose out too much. spreading rumours tat she's not sitting for o's?? bei called pin's mother.. isnt tat wad her mother told bei? tat she's not sitting for o's? eileen oso tell me tat..
Quoted:[11:29:59 PM] *^-^* E i L : beibei called me.
[11:30:05 PM] *^-^* E i L : she called pins' mother
[11:30:17 PM] *^-^* E i L : her mum sae doctor sae she needs 1 yr to recover.
[11:30:26 PM] *^-^* E i L : so she's not taking Os this yr.
[11:30:54 PM] *^-^* E i L : and she everyday reali not feeling well.
izzit sth wrong wif my eyes den? everything is going wrong everywhere! we tried to tok to her.. but she sort of like.. dun acknowledge us? asking her for recess.. but she rejected us.. but tats reasonable.. yu ding was teaching her.. so well.. nvm
end of sch.. she went off by herself.. me n boon was walking behind her.. she went to filled up her water bottle.. den i told her tat we are suppose to assemble at the foyer. so she made her way there. she sat outside the music room.. so after i filled up my water bottle.. i approach her.. trying to tok to her.. asked her y she went off alone.. she juz shook her head. she lidat.. i oso nth to say le.. i tried to tok to her a few times.. but she pushed me away (not literally).
seems like she click well wif yu ding and they guys.. glad for her... in a way.. she wun feel tat lonely in sch and oso there is someone who is strong in his studies to help her. i wonder tis situation will carry on like tis for how long.. a few weeks? a few days? or mayb.. as long as it can be? ive got no idea.
abt some of her frens.. well.. mayb im too sensitive over it? or am i juz jealous? well.. mayb~ she got a present for her fren.. a few days b4 her fren's bdae.. and when it was my bdae.. she got me a belated bdae present. of cuz i will feel tat she treasure tat fren of hers more den me. if i were to think another way round. well.. its ok.. if its belated bdae present.. its the thoughts tat counts anyway. when the bdae present is given.. it doesnt matter.
when she meet wif them.. she's always punctual. when she meet me or other frens.. she tends to be late. of cuz i will feel like.. meeting us isnt impt izzit? or mayb... she's excited to see them.. or excited to go to the place where she always wanted to go. whereas we.. nth excited to see us. i juz wanted to say wad im thinking.. no offence here.
tats my point of views so far.. mayb she thinks differently from wad i was thinking. different ppl haf different views anyway. but looking from her point of view. i oso wudnt wanna tok to someone who sorts of betray her in one way or the other. after being away from sch for such a long time.. and at last got to go back to sch. will sort of like feeling alil uneasy in a way.
philip came to tok to me to ask me abt the hmwk thing. her parents say tat we din gif her hmwk. philip had asked me to stop collecting hmwk for her until she came back. tues.. pin asked me to pass her hmwk.. but i wasnt free.. so she said wed.. but wed.. i din received any sms from her. and philip says tat only when she asked me for the hmwk.. i den gif it to her. haiis..
yong was pissed off since yest nite. cuz of the not sitting for o's thingy. yong called pin juz to double check whether its true or nt. and juz wanna consoled her. but in the end.. got a 'scolding' from her mother. if its me.. i will be pissed too.. think till now she's still pissed off wif tat incident. oh well.. cud only take a step at a time rite now.
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever
~ Graduation Song
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