.Friday, August 26, 2005 ' 9:18 AM Y
im here to blog again.. today is a very very bad day for me.. 1st is abt the belle and beau concert which is held in the late noon tml.. at 5 to 7.. den today ms ow come in class and says tat the concert has been brought forward to 3.. crash wif my ss remedial lor.. damn it sia.. its all cuz of that fried rice. postpone postpone.. fuck la. we went to negotiate wif mrs tang.. but in the end.. fail~ dots.. den we told mr tan.. he oso cant do anything abt it. cuz he isnt the organiser..
we saw ms sim.. so we tell her.. she say she will tell fried rice not to postpone it.. so lets see tml ba.. hope wun postpone lor.. damn him sia.. wad student welfare cher.. bullshit la.. last yr in sec sch le.. still dun allow the graduatiing class to participate in the teachers day performance.. select best of the best!? yaya.. if 3/10 go for the audition.. they sure entered one la.. fav class wad.. mayb no need audition oso can.. biased!
next very big thing tat happen today.. well.. dun wish to say too much here.. they found out le.. haiis.. tis time round really need to say the truth le cuz no choice.. juz hope that they will understand.. im not longer a kid.. i haf my own decision.. i know.. u care abt me.. my future.. but i cant owaes depend on u all de ma.. if i make a wrong decision.. learn from my mistake.. make sure tat i wun repeat again.. at least from here.. i will learn to rationalise things properly..
i can be stubborn at times.. can say is most of the time.. but sometimes i juz wanna do things my own way. in ur eyes.. im still a lil kid.. but to me.. i've grown.. learning different skills in life.. i know wadeva u do and say is really for me own good.. im the only child.. if u dun care abt me.. who else will u care? i admit.. i really let u down tis time.. always believing in me.. but in the end.. it was a lie.. a big lie. im gonna prove to u in my results...
well.. if u dun understand wad im saying.. den ignore wad i say..
another thing.. wanna apologize to joe wor.. cuz of my stubborness.. we always ended up quarrelling.. and he haf always been giving in to me.. whenever possible.. it makes me feel guilty in the end.. always at my side whenever i need him.. really wanna thank him wor.. muacks! love u! abit mushy here.. hee..
k la.. end here le.. gotta start on my revision soon le..
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